I’ve been part of two layoffs in two years. I have no job. I have no savings. I have no retirement plan. I have no friends and I definitely have no live life to speak of. I turn 32 in a few days. I’m all for just living but right now living is approaching actual suffering if I’m not already there, but hey the bottom keeps getting lower, maybe I can figure out how to keep digging, I just see no value. The juice is quickly becoming not worth the squeeze. This is a stark contrast to where I was years ago when I at least had my dog, but I was a horrible owner. I don’t deserve much, if anything. I have no responsibility, and no one to hold me accountable for wasting away my life.
wtf I thought it was some random scene from Blade Runner. Thought it was Harrison ford and Sean young 😂